Gak tau ini namanya apa
September 22, 2008 
gak tau ini namanya apa..
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atau frustasi,,
atau depresi,,
atau gila,,
HAMPA,,
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Nothing Lasts Forever
September 13, 2008 
It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both
I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I’m letting go
It may not last but I don’t know
Just don’t know
If you don’t know
Then you can’t care
And you show up
But you’re not there
But I’m waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
A bed that’s warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep
Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I’m asleep
If you don’t know
Then you can’t care
And you show up
But you’re not there
But I’m waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn’t mean we’re not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you’re still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
By : Maroon 5
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ni gara2 iseng mbuka blogna lalak di lepinya mali.. trus nemu lirik lagu ini.. kata lalak, ngenes banget yak laguna.. kataku, aku banget nie, wakakakakak..
[lagu nie lagi nglooping di playlistkuw.. dimana2 setel.. termasuk (apa terutama yak?!) kalo ada.. wew.. 
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Musholla Kampung vs Musholla Kompleks
September 6, 2008 
Jumat kmaren nie (Ramadhan 5) aku pulkam ke Malang. Dari Surabaya siang2. Buruk banget deh, Surabaya puanas polll!! Meleleh aku. Untungnya kok dapet bus yang pake AC, jadi setelah panas2an di luar, waktu masuk bus aku cuma bisa bilang “wagh,, surgaaaaa…” Lebay kali yak. Jadi keinget anime LoveCom, ada scene yang Koizumi cs lagi pulang skul dan udaranya panas banget, sampe dia meleleh. Namanya anime, gambarnya emang lebay gtu (tapi ya itu yang bikin lucu 
). Trus waktu diajakin masuk ke restoran ber-AC buat beli minuman, dia langsung teriak “Yay,, Paradise!!!” [tu kan, mirip banget ma aku ]
Pas nyampe Malang udah lewat Maghrib. Untung dah sangu roti+minuman botol, jadi bisa buka di jalan. Gak brapa lama stelah aku nyampe, udah adzan Isya. Bapakku bilang, klo sik capek traweh di rumah aja. Tapi ku pengen banget traweh di musholla. Yawda, ku ke musholla.
Pas nyampe musholla.. *…sing…* weks, sepi amat yak?! Emang seh jamaahnya sampe blakang2 banget, tapi kok aku ngrasanya sepi aja. Beda banget de ama di Syafiiyah yang di Gebang. Di Syafiiyah kan rame banget. Lebih mengharukan dan menggetarkan (ceile.. eh tapi bner lo, pas traweh pertama sempet nangis terharu ngliat banyak orang & denger bacaan imamnya, hwehehe,, jadi malu ) Trus aku mikir, apa gara2 musholla tempatku ada di komplek perumahan yak, jadine sepi? Gak kayak di Gebang yang ada di kampung. Lebih seru.. Lebih punya taste.. Hehehe,, jadi kangen ma Surabaya.. Besok balik ah.
